Status: [11/100]

2008-05-04: 2, 23, 29, 54, 68

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
( more? )

This journal is public and friends only. Posts containing fangirling, rants about parts of my daily life and other 'unimportant' stuff will be public again.
Personal things shall remain friends only, for I don't want everyone to know everything about me.
You may still add me (and please drop a note so I can add you back), but please state if and where we know each other from and I'd love to meet people I actually share some interests with.
I do not bite, don't hesitate to contact me ♥

Schmu and I went to Berlin to see the hairdresser last saturday.
Because we wanted to go to Unisex, which (of course) doesn't exist in Leipzig or anywhere near :D

But the trip was worth every cent and minute. We went out of the salon and our hair looked more than gorgeous. *3*

( *O* )

Bai. xD

Das mit dem Einsiedlerkrebs-Dasein scheint nicht mehr zu funktionieren. Und wahrscheinlich liegt das weniger an anderen, als an mir selbst. Heute sagte ich Alex ab, mit der Begruendung, dass ich total kaputt und muede bin und ein wenig Zeit fuer mich brauche.
Am fruehen Abend war Glaha hier und auch da hatte ich noch das feste Beduerfnis, meine Ruhe zu haben, demnach kurz "Hallo" gesagt und das war's auch schon. Dieses Praktikum schlaucht ziemlich, was zum Grossteil daran liegen duerfte, dass ich die meiste Zeit in einem Raum verbringe, der keine Fenster hat und mich lediglich mit furchtbar grellem Neonlicht versorgt. Da muss man ja bekloppt werden. Und heute war eh nicht so mein Tag.
Ich warf mich gegen 6 endlich ins Bett um ein paar Minuten zu ruhen, es wurden 2h daraus. Kaum war ich wach, klingelte es an der Tuer. Lexi.
Ich hatte vorher ja gelesen, dass sie eventuell vorbei kommen wollte, von daher war's keine grosse Ueberraschung, Trotzdem erstmal so der Gedanke "Da will man einmal im Monat einen Tag fuer sich haben und gerade dann kommen so viele Leute an" xD War abr machbar. Ich bin nicht mehr so festgebissen, was das angeht, das find' ich recht gut. Ich hatte ein paar Stunden fuer mich und koennte wohl auch ein paar mehr geniessen, aber an sich bin ich zufrieden. (Alex, falls du das liest, hast du morgen Lust vorbeizukommen?) Frueher waere das undenkbar gewesen, dann haette ich mich wohl einfach tot gestellt und die anderen das regeln lassen.
Trotzdem war der Tag dadurch, trotz des Schlafes, anstrengend und ich freue mich jetzt auf's Bett. In der Hoffnung, mal was ordentliches zu traeumen xD

It's not like I don't feel like blogging, but I just don't find the time.
I'm not working 24/7, but once I'm home I always feel like "Oh, I'm gonna stay in my room, forget everything else and enjoy the rest of the day all by myself." But I always end up in the kitchen and I tend to stay there 'til it's time to go to bed. Recently, I enjoy to see and talk to my flatmates, because they're dear friends to me after all. I like to listen to them, I like to know what they've done during the day etc. No need to play "Einsiedlerkrebs", I'm not feeling uncomfortable being with them.
I do realize I'm not paying enough attention to those people I can mostly only keep contact with through the internet, but the last thing I need right now are ICQ, MSN and so on. I'd even prefer to talk to them on the phone, believe it or not. Entchen? Audi? xD

My practical training, work experience, lab.. whatever the correct word might be is.... okay.
I feel a bit under-worked, mentally. I'm not doing anything but cleaning, cutting logos, counting t-shirts etc, which is pretty dissatisfying after a while. But I'm not complaining as long as I have something to do. Boredom would be a disaster but fortunately there's always something that needs to be done. And I'm trying hard to meet their expectations as good as I can.
Only 31 days to go. I look forward to the end of the training, although I like it there and think it's pretty interesting to know about everything that happens in a printing company. I even think I could imagine to work in this branche in the future. It would not be what I want to do the most, but it's an opportunity I should think about, because it's not as uninteresting as I had thought.

I'm tired now :/ Didn't get much sleep last night x_X I'll just go to bed and read until I fall asleep xD after watching at least one episode of some anime..

Okay now.
Guess what!
New fandom ahead.. I have been watching Death Note twice now.
During the first time I I only noticed Matt at episode 35. He was sitting there in his car and I was like "omgfAWESOME".
Then he got out of his car and... well.. x_x;; Disappointment.
Watching Death Note again I noticed him earlier xD Of course. There was no way to not notice him since I had fallen for him before, without knowing what exactly he's had to do with the story itself. And this character was one of the main reasons I finally decided to finish reading the manga. I'd stopped at volume 9 some months ago. And now I just read the last chapter :/ Even there he was only a side character but left an immense impression.


I prefer him with red hair, though.

I wish there'd be more of him in the manga/anime. But fortunately there are enough people out there, who like him (and Mello xD), so my needs are fulfilled xD;;.
I know how I'm going to spend the night now xD; Thank you.

xDDD
I love Junjou Romantica for all those weird faces lol xD;
And episode 9 is made of awesome ;_; Omg I can't believe how cute Usagi & Hiro are as children 8D *squeals*



I had planned to go to bed at 11pm.. COUGHCOUGH. Whatever.

What the heck. Some problems really seem to solve themselves xD
Only a few hours ago I was complaining about not having any anime/manga-related fandoms. Of course Mamo doesn't count, since he actually is a human being, k? xD But looking at all the shows I'm watching at the moment I couldn't think of even one character or pairing I could go MOEEEEEEEEEE~ over. You know what I mean.
And I only realized that because I wanted to do one of those art-memes you can find on deviantart +_+ I had already opened Open Canvas and was ready to start, when I was like: WTF. You do not have anything or anyone who'd be suited to be used for this meme. D: Horrible. It felt horrible.

Feeling empty and dead (xD not really, k.) I started watching random anime episodes. Mostly Code Geass and Vampire Knight.. and WHOOSH there it was :D Of course I do have my favourites, dammit ;_; I guess I sort of forgot about that feeling while I was fangirling all over Mamo %DD aaaah. must.stop.myself.

However, I felt like tormenting my tablet once more.. I haven't cg'ed for a while and I know I suck at it xD But it's fun from time to time although the result's never satisfying..
But it is nice to see I have been getting a bit better. Remember this entry? That was when I watched the first season of Code Geass and was drawing and sketching fanart like a maniac. I believe this new picture is a lot better. Still I'm sure I'll hate it when I look at it again tomorrow, lol..





I know now how I'm going to spend the night. |D Hrrhrr.

I've been wanting to do this one for a while now and thanks to yu_chan88 I remembered xD ..

1.Go on "photobucket.com"
2.Type in your answers to the following questions

( Picture meme spam :D )

I'm beat.
Since I started watching Death Note I could not stop. Which literally means I kept watching like a maniac and although I only started 4 days ago (and could'nt watch anything at the weekend, for I've been in Dresden celebrating my sister's 40th birthday) I'm already through with this show.
And.. wtf. Fucking amazing it is.
I had started to read the manga some months ago. I believe I made it to volume 9 but stopped reading after Near and Mello appeared. Can't remember if it was because of lack of time or just because I thought it was getting uninteresting. And honestly the main reason for me to finally watch the anime was the fact that Light's been spoken by Miyano Mamoru, whom I obviously adore like whoa ♥ And as expected he's done an amazing job. His voice made me shiver from time to time, I can't give any concrete reasons, though. But HELL, I love him as a seiyuu, he's so perfect and manages to make every single character he speaks to seem so real. I mean.. there could not be more difference between Tamaki and Light, could there? And still... whoa x_x I'm at a loss for words.
Anyway, back to topic.
So I'm done with Death Note and it feels kind of weird (which is normal, I always feel sort of empty after finishing a series), because I'm not sure what to think of all that. I mean, the whole show is fantastic and I can definitely say it's become one of my favourite animes by now but I have yet to sort out my feelings about what was happening, about the characters etc. I knew what would be happening during the final episode, or better I had already suspected it since there was no other possibilty to end the show in an a credible way. Still it was a slap in the face. I liked Light. I believe he is a bit mental and his methods were definitely wrong but what he tried to achieve is something I can relate to, although I'd never put that much effort in it and I'd never be able to, since I do not have this intellect to predict other people's actions precisely like him. It was creepy to watch what and who he was willing to sacrifice in order to accomplish his goal , but I liked him nevertheless. (I'm completely aware I am talking about a fictional character, but anyhow I cannot help but think about him)
I'm not dissatisfied with the end, not at all. But at the same time I wished it would have been different. However, I'm happy I was able to hear his evil laugh ♥

What should I watch next? I don't know..

By the way.. along with the new layout I have decided to make my livejournal public again. It's not like I write about too many personal things and if I do I still have the option to make those posts friends only, which is - of course - what I shall do. So from now on my journal is semi-friends-only.
I'm not too satisfied with the new layout. Mamo-chan's a great motif but there's so much... white. Ah~ I don't know, I might change some things again.. But it's Mamo. One reason to be happy about the layout ♥



Ah~ and I managed to finish the 9 pages Shallow Sleep last night!
I already found lots of things that need to be improved but anyway... I finished a part of the story ._. The dialogues are still to be done but I cannot make up my mind about how they should say what they're supposed to say. Every word is important, since it is part of their personality. I've become so close to them during the past weeks and don't want to make any mistakes. Maybe Suja was right and I should just try and write their story down, even if it's just for me.




The End. for now